Warning: Mild dub-con
Gong Lixin gradually tightened his fingers and made up his mind to crush Zhao Ying’s throat. He didn’t know why he was so angry. He only knew that this person wanted Big Brother Song to stop loving him and make Big Brother Song leave him, which was unacceptable. It was not easy to get loved ones and friends. No one was allowed to take them away from him!
"Lixin, the base doesn’t allow killing. Let go." Seeing his friend only looking at the teenager with a smile as if everything was forgotten, Lin Wenbo pressed down the pain in his chest and stopped him.
Gong Lixin hesitated for a moment, thinking of his father’s three orders and five rules that prohibited ability users on the base from killing each other. This made him slowly loosen his hold on Zhao Ying’s neck. Instead, he warned, "You can go. But the next time I see getting close to Big Brother Song, I will kill you! And the base can’t do anything about it. I have thousands of ways to get rid of you so, you better put my warnings to heart."
"Cough, I, I don’t dare anymore!" His face had turned blue and purple and he was unable to sit on the ground. He coughed for a while before quickly getting up on his feet and running away.
He hadn’t expected that Gong Lixin would care about Song Haoran so much, but he clearly didn’t feel any passionate love towards the other. So where did he go wrong?
When Zhao Ying walked away, the gloom in Gong Lixin’s eyes disappeared. With grievances in his eyes, he looked towards Song Haoran. It was easy to see that Song Haoran was at a loss and the joy in his heart was replaced by guilt.
"Lixin. Sorry, he quickly rushed over and kissed me. I didn’t expect it, so I couldn’t get away in time." Song Haoran said with some incoherence in his words, like a teenage boy who had his first taste of love. He didn’t have his usual decisiveness and confidence.
"Big Brother Song, things aren’t like he said! I like you! I like to see you wherever I go. Don’t dislike me! Don’t leave me!" He plunged into Song Haoran’s arms. He buried his face into Song Haoran’s broad chest as he whispered grievously.
When Gong Lixin plunged into his friend’s arms and whispered ’I like you’, Lin Wenbo sighed and quietly left. But after two steps, he stopped again and leaned against the wall, listening quietly to the movement in the room. He knew that the conversation between the two would completely tear his already hole-riddled heart apart, but he didn’t want to leave. He just wanted to wake up from this severe pain, because the constant self-torture was slowly turning his heart into an ugly monster.
In the room, Song Haoran’s mood was not as happy as Lin Wenbo imagined. The words coming out of the boy’s mouth were the language of love that he had dreamed of night and day. However, the boy’s eyes only held a child’s possessive desire and not passionate love. His like, after all, is not the same.
Song Haoran twisted his brows and leaned over to hold the young man’s chin. He cautiously asked, "Lixin, do you know what kind of like Zhao Ying meant?"
"He likes you, like I like you?" Gong Lixin’s eyes showed his ignorance and he hesitantly opened, "just like I like Big Brother Lin."
Outside the door, Lin Wenbo’s heart beat vigorously and the pain of his heart instantly disappeared as he furrowed his brows. He stretched out his arms and a low, inaudible chuckle spilled from his slightly curved lips.
In the room, Song Haoran straightened his lips into a thin line and his eyes gradually became stained with a layer of demon red light as his voice went low and became hoarse. "Lixin, what should I do with you? Hm? I can’t wait anymore. Should I eat you, let you become mine?"
His voice fell, regardless of Gong Lixin’s surprised expression, he suddenly slammed into his pink lips and forcefully sucked them, bruising them red with his fierce desires and hopes.
Gong Lixin opened his mouth under his assault. Song Haoran’s eyes opened and he immediately entered to attack the city. His big tongue stirred inside the mouth of the young man that had a fresh fragrance. Then, he sucked the young man’s tongue with a violent force to the point that the young man could not swallow.
At the same time, his big hand wasn’t idle and pulled off the other’s T-shirt while kneading the two, pointed red cherries on his chest. The other hand untied the teenager’s belt and reached in and caressed inside [1].
Hot breaths fell onto his face and their tongues were forced to entangle together. The rich and pure yang breath filled his mouth and spread from his mouth to his brain, making Gong Lixin somewhat hot. The young man’s body couldn’t stand all the teasing and burned with passion almost immediately. The clear and bright eyes were covered with a layer of mist, sparkling and seductive.
This feeling of excitement was not unfamiliar to Gong Lixin, but it was the first time he achieved this kind of pleasure without the application of any drugs and he even wanted to ask for more. Although he hated to practice his martial arts in this way, but if the person was changed to Big Brother Song, it felt totally different. His body was like chocolate that had melted, becoming soft and sweet.
He followed his instincts and moved his tongue to respond unsteadily to Song Haoran’s storm-like kiss. He had to rely on his power to snuggle further into his arms.
Feeling the youth respond and his eyes glazed over and his face looking as delicate and delicious as a peach, the fire in Song Haoran’s abdomen roared and he turned hungry. Like someone parched and seeking water, he attacked the teenager’s white neck, leaving traces of his own.
The man’s movements were not gentle at all and it made Gong Lixin feel a tingling sensation on his neck. The tingling was like an electric-shock to him and made him feel uncomfortable. He looked up and groaned with water in his eyes. The water condensed into teardrops and trembled on his curled eyelashes, but at the same time, he wanted to possess Song Haoran more.
Song Haoran’s last barrier collapsed and he vigorously pulled the teenager’s and his own pants down. He used his own giant hard-on to poke against the soft abdomen and inner thigh of the youth as he frantically rubbed against him.
"That is enough!" A large hand slid in between and stopped him from entering the young man. Lin Wenbo pulled him away with an iron face and held the blushing face of the teenager in his arms. [2]
"What are you doing?" Song Haoran’s eyes were red, his expression showed his confusion and he quickly approached Lin Wenbo, trying to recapture his beloved.
"I should be the one asking what you are doing! You know that Xiaoxin’s feelings for you is not love, but you still want to take possession of him in this situation. What kind of animalistic behavior is this? Song Haoran, wake up!" Lin Wenbo’s eyes were also stained with a layer of gold as he held the young man in his arms and verbally attacked Song Haoran.
His words were like a heavy hammer hitting Song Haoran’s heart and caused him to suddenly stop his movements.
Seeing that his friend had calmed down, Lin Wenbo dressed the still confused teenager and walked to the door with him in his arms. Before he went out, he said with a strong heart, "I hope that after you calmed down, you will think of Lixin’s feelings. Lixin is still young. You should give him the opportunity to choose, otherwise when he’s matured in the future, he will come to hate you for forcing him now. Think on that by yourself."
If he fell, he would not return Gong Lixin to him. After their departure, Song Haoran, who had no arrogance left in his expression, stood at the door for a long time.
The Reverse Spirits cultivation method of Gong Lixin originally needed pure Yang energy to cultivate. However, he knew that taking Yang energy forcefully was not allowed in this world, let alone allowed by modern human rights. Therefore, whenever the body needed it, he emptied his mind and suppressed his desire and heat. Fortunately, he was a body with pure Yin and reverse veins. Even if he didn’t have sex, it would only slow the cultivation speed by a little and there was no danger of hurting anyone. But just now, Song Haoran’s actions opened the floodgates in his heart and his desire flooded him. It instantly destroyed his calm and his peaceful mind. It made him only want to seek relief.
He vaguely knew that Lin Wenbo had taken him away from Song Haoran and he quickly tried to calm his heart and mind. He was stronger than the wave of hot desire in his body. When he returned to his room and the door was closed, he couldn’t take it anymore and he touched the hand holding him and looked down.
"Oh, what wrong?" He asked after carefully putting the boy with red cheeks on the bed and seeing the other’s brows locked, his eyes still holding a faint haze, his mouth still moaning and his hands stretching his pants. Lin Wenbo was shocked and quickly patted the other’s cheek and worriedly inquired.
"Big Brother Lin, I feel uncomfortable! Ah~!" His soft and weak fingers couldn’t take off his pants. Gong Lixin turned over onto his stomach and lifted his hips, subconsciously rubbing against the sheets.
Lin Wenbo’s eyes that had returned to normal once again took on a golden hue as he obsessively watched the youth and his extreme action. It seemed that he watched for a long time, but in fact, it was only a mere moment. He picked up the boy and placed him in his arms. He pulled apart his legs and neatly untied the youth’s belt, letting his tender and seductive place jump out.
He hasn’t tasted emotions and desire for a long time. The body was most tolerant to desire and self-control. It’s just that if one suppresses it but don’t release it, it would cause harm to one’s health. So he’s thinking about Xiaoxin’s safety!
Lin Wenbo gave himself a mental excuse. He held the tender organ with trembling fingers and very skillfully jerked him off.
The young man’s ear was in his sight and tempted him. If he looked down, he could kiss the blushing lips and his reddened member. However, Lin Wenbo never strayed from his sight. At all times, he lifted his head and his gold-coloured eyes were fixed on the empty ceiling, as if he was trying to wear the thick cement down and stare into the endless void.
His body was hot, but his heart felt cold. Because he knew that the young man in his arms would belong to someone else, but he would not belong to him. These feelings of his, from beginning to end, were his extravagant hope and delusion. It was a stone embedded in the deepest part of his heart and ultimately drive him crazy from the pain or become refined from the continuous hardness and turn into a crystal clear multi-colored pearl that could only be collected in once lifetime.
The two endings were so miserable for him, but he had no way to break free. He could only let himself fall deeper and deeper. He doesn’t know when he fell in love with this teenager. This kind of love was not a devastating love, nor a mad love that suddenly appeared before him. It was one that entered bit by bit, like one stone at a time fell down. And before he knew it, the wall around his heart fell to expose his softest part. When he finally found out, he had no strength to resist, because he had already been lying under the sky and looking for the eyes or the smile that the teenager casted from far away as his salvation.
The hand changed rhythms. Sometimes fast, sometimes slow, sometimes light, sometimes strong, as he caressed the youth’s tender member. Lin Wenbo’s eyes that were fixed to the ceiling seemed to be covered with a layer of gray as the gold colour was gradually dimmed and finally, dissipated.
After a while, the young man screamed and released. A thick and sticky white liquid touched him. [3]
"Thank you, Big Brother Lin.," Gong Lixin’s eyes drooped down as he whispered, the side of his face buried in Lin Wenbo’s chest like a spoiled kitten. It gently ticked him and the sweet sound entered his red ears and filled him with shame.
This release, it was far more wonderful than all his previous exchange he experienced in his previous life. Without the false sensation caused by the drug, he really experienced what it meant to climax from his bone and soul. Was it because the people were different? Because Big Brother Song and Big Brother Lin are people he liked?
Thinking up until there, Gong Lixin looked up and his brows bents, he printed a kiss on Lin Wenbo’s chin.
The soft and warm touch came from underneath and Lin Wenbo quickly lowered his head, his expression showed his amazement as the bleak colour in his eyes were replaced with a golden colour. He stared at the teenager who still had the feeling of bliss on his face and then, he smiled softly and, cautiously, dropped a kiss on his forehead.
Enough. As long as he could stay by Xiaoxin’s side, watching him from afar, silently accompany him and appear beside him when he needed it, that was enough!
Washing away the stickiness on his hand and taking care of Gong Lixin and cleaning his body, Lin Wenbo watched the other close his eyes and fall asleep before he quietly left the room.
[1] AutumnBreeze: My imagination blush
[2] AutumnBreeze: Breathes Heavily, NOOOOOO LIN WENBO MY SMUT SCENE NOOO
[3] AutumnBreeze: cough. A handjob is not enough to satisfy my needs ;-;