Back Memory Lost - Chapter 148: Memory Lost - Chapter 135: S’s Profile Part 1

Chapter 148: Memory Lost - Chapter 135: S’s Profile Part 1

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Chapter 135: S’s Profile Part 1

The sky at the start of winter is always gray. The birds chirp as they fly across the windows, contrasting the quietness of the building.

Su Mian is standing in front of the round table. She’s still as pretty as always, but her hair is like a bird’s nest after being ruffled by her all morning. There’s also a ballpoint pen stuck in her hair——it’s being used as a hairpin.

The Black Shield Team is sitting at the table. Han Chen is the closest to her. He has his legs crossed, his elbow on the armrest while looking at her; it’s not unusual. The untidiness doesn’t seem to bother her. She strokes her hair out of habit and turns around to look at everyone. Her movements carry her beautiful aura as always. All of the guys smile; Han Chen smiles as well.

Su Mian sweeps her eyes across them unconcernedly. Her black pupils are full of coldness as she says, “The common trait across the seven-member organization: they’ve all experienced some kind of psychological harm, and this harm came from their families.”

Everybody turns serious as she continues to speak, “We already know the identity and family background of Sniper T. If it weren’t for his father’s selfishness, he would have probably become a gold medalist at the Olympics and not a serial killer who ended his own life;

As for A, we’ve just finished researching his background, so there’s not much more to say. He’s from a family of poverty whose father died from being beaten up as a thief. His mother died at home from illness——all of these must have had a psychological impact on him as a kid;

Although we’re still not clear on L’s identity and background, based on his preliminary profile, he has lived in a suppressive family for a long time causing him to become twisted;

There’s also Xin Jia. Although her family is wealthy and respected, she said these words to Han Chen before she died: ‘there are actually many things that are not what they seem. Many people also don’t live as happy as they seem. It was them who discovered me and saved me. ’ The meaning behind these words is quite obvious. As a daughter of a wealthy family who works at a university, she rarely has contact with people outside. Besides her family, what else could bring her such harm?”

She speaks up to this point and glances at Han Chen subconsciously. Just basing on the facts, there sure is one person sitting here who could have caused great pain to Xin Jia.

How could Han Chen not understand her gaze?

He continues to look indifferent—–he doesn’t respond to her.

But Xiao Zhuan on the side slaps his thigh and says, “Oh yeah! Every one of them has indeed been harmed by their own family!” Chatterbox butts in, “But Xiao Bai, what use is there to conclude this?”

Su Mian smiles, crosses her arms, leans against the edge of the table and answers, “Even though we don’t know what the circumstances were for Xu Nan Bai and R, Xu Nan Bai’s family condition and his personality, as well as his father passing away suddenly after 420, I think, that it’s possible that Xu Nan Bai did not receive recognition from his dad and family and had a big conflict.

There are so many psychopaths in the world. Not all of them have experienced serious harm from their families. The probability of it is only half and half. But among 6 members, there are already 5. This is most likely not a coincidence. But rather……”

She pauses before continuing, “It’s one of S’s criteria for choosing members.”

Everybody is silent. Han Chen looks at her and doesn’t say anything.

“The seven-member organization is calm, reasonable, intelligent, and cruel. S, as the core of the group, must also be an influential figure. Such a person setting an ‘emotional’ criterion like this can only indicate that S is very stubborn about it. It may even be what partly caused him/her to become twisted,” she says, “Therefore, this gives us S’s first profile description: he/she once experienced serious harm from his/her family.”

Chatterbox, Xiao Zhuan, and the others all nod. Cold Face speaks, “How serious could it have been?”

Chatterbox, Xiao Zhuan, and the others all nod. Cold Face speaks, “How serious could it have been?”

Su Mian thinks for a moment and answers, “For example, being abused for a long time, or a murdering incident of a family member.”

Everyone turns to silence. Su Mian continues speaking, “S’s second profile description: he/she may be a member of the police force or of a related profession. Even if he/she is not, he/she must have studied in the system before. And therefore: he/she must have been a student at the police academy or has studied in a related profession.”

Everybody freezes hearing this. Su Mian smiles and explains, “The second common trait of the seven-member organization is: loyalty. For a psychopath, benefits cannot drive loyalty, nor can force. Only understanding and being able to relate to one another can do this. understands them and is able to guide them, so they view him/her as their spiritual leader.

And under his guidance, what is this organization like? First of all, the organization is tight. They almost never leave any traces of evidence behind at the scene. Doing this once is easy, but being able to do this so many times is very difficult. On top of that, every killer has a different way of killing, which involves examination, geography, criminal psychology, criminal investigation, forensics……and other knowledge. This means that S has a vast knowledge of the police and its processes.

In addition, T’s sniping, A’s explosions, and R’s heart extractions……they can display their skills and release their emotions at the same time, letting them feel satisfaction and enjoyment. This shows that S understands criminal psychology as well.

His/her understanding of it is different from Shao Lun, a top student who self-taught and imitated profiles. Shao Lun completed Situ Yi’s profile at the time, but his execution was very rough-edged and amateur. Therefore, he was controlled by Situ Yi instead. But Suses criminal psychology, and maybe knowledge of criminal investigation and the police force, and leads the members, creating a unique, safe, and twisted way of committing crimes. I think this may also be the meaning behind the phrase, ‘truly started to ignite themselves,’ which they’ve mentioned several times.

And in China, the police system and criminal psychology share very little knowledge to the outside. It’s like if you’re not a member of the system, it’s very hard for you to search and read related information. For him/her to be this familiar with them, he/she must have worked or studied in the system before.”

Su Mian finishes talking. Xiao Zhuan nods furiously. Han Chen remains quiet. Chatterbox ruffles his hair. Cold Face is the sharpest, so he asks, “Xu Nan Bai also fits the two criteria that you mentioned. Could he have been the one who was able to put his knowledge into use?”

Su Mian shakes her head, “Not possible. First off, he’s not smart enough to design all of these methods of killing. Furthermore, if he designed them, he should have been the spiritual leader.”

Su Mian shakes her head, “Not possible. First off, he’s not smart enough to design all of these methods of killing. Furthermore, if he designed them, he should have been the spiritual leader.”

Chatterbox interrupts, “Then is it possible that——he/she is not a member in the police system, but he/she is a veteran in crimes and has been dealing with the police for many years and we never caught him/her? And this is why he/she understands the police system so well?”

Su Mian shakes her head, “No. This brings us to S’s third profile description: back then, his age should be between 20-30 years old, and likely to be male.”

Chatterbox says in shock, “That young?”

Su Mian nods, “That young. Two reasons: number one, from the members that we already know of, their age is not too old either. Tand A were not even 20 years old at the time. If S is a lot older than them, as the spiritual leader to the members who have experienced harm from their families, he/she would definitely have been more like a ‘father’ figure. But whether it was Xu Nan Bai’s attitude when talking about S before the cliff or the poems and lyrics mentioning S from L and R, none of them showed this kind of emotion. On the contrary, S seems more like one of their members, their center. Therefore, I speculate that their age difference is small and may be the same age. Number two, the seven-member organization case back then emerged suddenly and erupted suddenly, provoking the police leading to the bloodshed battle and the defeat of them. No matter how intricate and experienced they are, they always show pride in their style.

In addition, a female criminal’s characteristics are usually different from a male criminal. They’re usually more delicate and have different methods of committing a crime. But the members of this organization have never shown any female characteristics from the start. Therefore, the leader is more likely to be male.”

Everyone nods after she finishes.

Su Mian then says, “The last three profile descriptions are: number one, every member of the organization has their own specialized skill. Some are gifted, but they also spend a lot of time practicing to perfect it. He has a certain level of skill in professional knowledge or technique and is able to have a comforting effect on psychopaths who often have fluctuating emotions. Therefore, I think that Smust have a specialized skill. And it’s possible that he uses it as a disguise.

Number two, since S is able to make so many members trust him and be loyal to him, as well as design their methods of committing crimes so incredibly, he must be smart and knowledgeable. He possesses very strong charisma.

Number three, since S is able to gather so many people together and have them trained, he must have a certain level of wealth to be able to do this.”

Speaking up to this point, everybody already has their eyes on the whiteboard in front of them. During her speech, Su Mian has already written out the six profile descriptions of S:

Number three, since S is able to gather so many people together and have them trained, he must have a certain level of wealth to be able to do this.”

Speaking up to this point, everybody already has their eyes on the whiteboard in front of them. During her speech, Su Mian has already written out the six profile descriptions of S:

1, he’s currently between 25-35 years-old, male;

2, has once experienced serious harm from the family. Long-term abuse or a murder incident within the family;

3, highly educated with top scores, extremely knowledgeable;

4, wealthy, and can allocate a considerable amount of money freely;

5, was a member of the police or related systems in the past. Or had studied in a related profession before;

6, experienced in a specialized skill and uses it as his profession.

“During the case from five years ago, the police must have interrogated a large number of suspects, witnesses, or related personnel. There are also the criminal investigators and civil officers who participated in the case as well…..” Su Mian says, “let’s start by searching for S among them. We might find something.”

At this point, Han Chen, who has been quiet this whole time, speaks, “Let me draw a profile as well.”

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Memory Lost — Chapters

Ch.1 Memory Lost - Chapter 1: A Beauty as Always Jun 9 Ch.2 Memory Lost - Chapter 2: Underhanded Tricks Jun 11 Ch.3 Memory Lost - Chapter 3: Forensic Investigator Si Bai Jun 11 Ch.4 Memory Lost - Chapter 4: First Dream Jun 11 Ch.5 Memory Lost - Chapter 5: Criminal Investigator Han Chen Jun 11 Ch.6 Memory Lost - Chapter 6: Beginning of the Battle Jun 11 Ch.7 Memory Lost - Chapter 7: Your Brokenness Jun 11 Ch.8 Memory Lost - Chapter 8: Handsome bastard Jun 11 Ch.9 Memory Lost - Chapter 9: My Capability Jun 11 Ch.10 Memory Lost - Chapter 10: The Suspects Jun 11 Ch.11 Memory Lost - Chapter 11: Between Time and space Jun 11 Ch.12 Memory Lost - Chapter 12: My True Love Jun 11 Ch.13 Memory Lost - Chapter 13: Brother Han the thirteen Jun 11 Ch.14 Memory Lost - Chapter 14: Black Gloves Jun 11 Ch.15 Memory Lost - Chapter 15: His Tenacity Jun 11 Ch.16 Memory Lost - Chapter 16: Obsession + mini side story Jun 11 Ch.17 Memory Lost - Chapter 17: Reflection of Beauty Jun 11 Ch.18 Memory Lost - Chapter 18: Prologue to T Jun 11 Ch.19 Memory Lost - Chapter 19: You Step Forward I Step Back Jun 11 Ch.20 Memory Lost - Chapter 20: So Gentle Jun 11 Ch.21 Memory Lost - Chapter 21: As Cute as Her Jun 11 Ch.22 Memory Lost - Chapter 22: The Sophisticated Me Jun 11 Ch.23 Memory Lost - Chapter 23: Working Together Long Term Jun 11 Ch.24 Memory Lost - Chapter 24: Sniping Heaven Jun 11 Ch.25 Memory Lost - Chapter 25: Jin Xi’s Grief Jun 11 Ch.26 Memory Lost - Chapter 26: A Series of Inferences Jun 11 Ch.27 Memory Lost - Chapter 27: Turbulences in the Background Jun 11 Ch.28 Memory Lost - Chapter 28: Soaring Little Bird Jun 11 Ch.29 Memory Lost - Chapter 29: T’s Plan (1 of 3) Jun 11 Ch.30 Memory Lost - Chapter 29: T’s Plan (2 of 3) Jun 11 Ch.31 Memory Lost - Chapter 29: T’s Plan (3 of 3) Jun 11 Ch.32 Memory Lost - Chapter 30: Drinks for Today + mini side story Jun 11 Ch.33 Memory Lost - Chapter 31: Dearest T (1 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.34 Memory Lost - Chapter 31: Dearest T (2 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.35 Memory Lost - Chapter 32: My Hero Jun 11 Ch.36 Memory Lost - Chapter 33: Falling into Deep Sleep Together Jun 11 Ch.37 Memory Lost - Chapter 34: Praying Mantis Preying on Cicada Jun 11 Ch.38 Memory Lost - Chapter 35: The Beginning of Death Jun 11 Ch.39 Memory Lost - Chapter 36: Possible Light Jun 11 Ch.40 Memory Lost - Chapter 37: Admiring Heart + mini side story Jun 11 Ch.41 Memory Lost - Chapter 38: My Gentleness (1 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.42 Memory Lost - Chapter 38: My Gentleness (2 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.43 Memory Lost - Chapter 39: A Bunch of Idiots Jun 11 Ch.44 Memory Lost - Chapter 40: Him Alone Jun 11 Ch.45 Memory Lost - Chapter 41: T’s Torture Chamber Jun 11 Ch.46 Memory Lost - Chapter 42: Confidante (1 of 3) Jun 11 Ch.47 Memory Lost - Chapter 42: Confidante (2 of 3) Jun 11 Ch.48 Memory Lost - Chapter 42: Confidante (3 of 3) Jun 11 Ch.49 Memory Lost - Chapter 43: Perhaps It’s You Jun 11 Ch.50 Memory Lost - Chapter 44: Awakening of a Loyal Wolf (1 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.51 Memory Lost - Chapter 44: Awakening of a Loyal Wolf (2 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.52 Memory Lost - Chapter 45: Feelings for Each Other Jun 11 Ch.53 Memory Lost - Chapter 46: The Blurry You (1 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.54 Memory Lost - Chapter 46: The Blurry You (2 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.55 Memory Lost - Chapter 47: Our Promise (1 or 2) Jun 11 Ch.56 Memory Lost - Chapter 47: Our Promise (2 of 2) + mini side story Jun 11 Ch.57 Memory Lost - Chapter 48: Come Home with Me Jun 11 Ch.58 Memory Lost - Chapter 49: The Everyday Life of Living Together (1 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.59 Memory Lost - Chapter 49: The Everyday Life of Living Together (2 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.60 Memory Lost - Chapter 50: Hand in Hand (1 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.61 Memory Lost - Chapter 50: Hand in Hand (2 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.62 Memory Lost - Chapter 51: Mentally Ill Jun 11 Ch.63 Memory Lost - Chapter 52: Pure and Passionate Love (1 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.64 Memory Lost - Chapter 52: Pure and Passionate Love (2 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.65 Memory Lost - Chapter 53: The Spirit of Inferences Jun 11 Ch.66 Memory Lost - Chapter 54: Painstaking Investigation Jun 11 Ch.67 Memory Lost - Chapter 55: She’s Better Than Me (1 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.68 Memory Lost - Chapter 55: She’s Better Than Me (2 of 2) Jun 11 Ch.69 Memory Lost - Chapter 56: The First Sight of Suspicion Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.70 Memory Lost - Chapter 57: The First Sight of Suspicion Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.71 Memory Lost - Chapter 58: My Heart’s Addiction Jun 11 Ch.72 Memory Lost - Chapter 59: His True Face Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.73 Memory Lost - Chapter 60: His True Face Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.74 Memory Lost - Chapter 61: Who’s Being a Psycho Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.75 Memory Lost - Chapter 61: Who’s Being a Psycho Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.76 Memory Lost - Chapter 63: As a Monster Jun 11 Ch.77 Memory Lost - Chapter 64: A Gentleman’s Etiquette Jun 11 Ch.78 Memory Lost - Chapter 65: True Lies Jun 11 Ch.79 Memory Lost - Chapter 66: Typical Case Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.80 Memory Lost - Chapter 67: Typical Case Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.81 Memory Lost - Chapter 68: A Profile within the Profile Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.82 Memory Lost - Chapter 69: A Profile within the Profile Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.83 Memory Lost - Chapter 70: Killing by Imitation Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.84 Memory Lost - Chapter 71: Killing by Imitation Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.85 Memory Lost - Chapter 72: Killing by Imitation Part 3 Jun 11 Ch.86 Memory Lost - Chapter 73: Giving Up Love for the Rest of Life Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.87 Memory Lost - Chapter 74: Giving Up Love for the Rest of Life Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.88 Memory Lost - Chapter 75: Giving Up Love for the Rest of Life Part 3 Jun 11 Ch.89 Memory Lost - Chapter 76: Giving Up Love for the Rest of Life Part 4 Jun 11 Ch.90 Memory Lost - Chapter 77: The Second Person Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.91 Memory Lost - Chapter 78: The Second Person Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.92 Memory Lost - Chapter 79: Poisonous Beauty Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.93 Memory Lost - Chapter 80: Poisonous Beauty Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.94 Memory Lost - Chapter 81: A Seven Member Organization Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.95 Memory Lost - Chapter 82: A Seven Member Organization Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.96 Memory Lost - Chapter 83: My Beloved Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.97 Memory Lost - Chapter 84: My Beloved Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.98 Memory Lost - Chapter 85: Unmovable Boulder Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.99 Memory Lost - Chapter 86: Unmovable Boulder Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.100 Memory Lost - Chapter 87: My Sorrow Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.101 Memory Lost - Chapter 88: My Sorrow Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.102 Memory Lost - Chapter 89: My Sorrow Part 3 Jun 11 Ch.103 Memory Lost - Chapter 90: Let’s Wait and See Jun 11 Ch.104 Memory Lost - Chapter 91: Don’t Let Go Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.105 Memory Lost - Chapter 92: Don’t Let Go Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.106 Memory Lost - Chapter 93: She Will Not Change Jun 11 Ch.107 Memory Lost - Chapter 94: Imperial Sword Jun 11 Ch.108 Memory Lost - Chapter 95: After a bloody Battle Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.109 Memory Lost - Chapter 96: After a bloody Battle Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.110 Memory Lost - Chapter 97: Three Person from Day Till Night Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.111 Memory Lost - Chapter 98: Three Person from Day Till Night Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.112 Memory Lost - Chapter 99: Fall Into My Trap Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.113 Memory Lost - Chapter 100: Fall Into My Trap Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.114 Memory Lost - Chapter 101: Fall Into My Trap Part 3 Jun 11 Ch.115 Memory Lost - Chapter 102: Fall Into My Trap Part 4 Jun 11 Ch.116 Memory Lost - Chapter 103: The Big Show Begins Jun 11 Ch.117 Memory Lost - Chapter 104: The Third Person Jun 11 Ch.118 Memory Lost - Chapter 105 Jun 11 Ch.119 Memory Lost - Chapter 106: A Jealous Person Jun 11 Ch.120 Memory Lost - Chapter 107: hello, Big Sister Jun 11 Ch.121 Memory Lost - Chapter 108: Life and Death Together Jun 11 Ch.122 Memory Lost - Chapter 109: Here For You Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.123 Memory Lost - Chapter 110: Here For You Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.124 Memory Lost - Chapter 111: Here For You Part 3 + mini side stories Jun 11 Ch.125 Memory Lost - Chapter 112: Persist With Your Original Intentions Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.126 Memory Lost - Chapter 113: Persist With Your Original Intentions Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.127 Memory Lost - Chapter 114: Like Me This Much Jun 11 Ch.128 Memory Lost - Chapter 115: Until the End of Time Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.129 Memory Lost - Chapter 116: Until the End of Time Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.130 Memory Lost - Chapter 117: Until the End of Time Part 3 Jun 11 Ch.131 Memory Lost - Chapter 118: A’s Song of Sadness Jun 11 Ch.132 Memory Lost - Chapter 119: Milliseconds Apart Jun 11 Ch.133 Memory Lost - Chapter 120: L’s Invitation Dance Jun 11 Ch.134 Memory Lost - Chapter 121: The Secret In Your Eyes Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.135 Memory Lost - Chapter 122: The Secret In Your Eyes Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.136 Memory Lost - Chapter 123: Beloved Comrades Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.137 Memory Lost - Chapter 124: Beloved Comrades Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.138 Memory Lost - Chapter 125: R’s World Jun 11 Ch.139 Memory Lost - Chapter 126: Born to Die Jun 11 Ch.140 Memory Lost - Chapter 127: Mini Side Stories Jun 11 Ch.141 Memory Lost - Chapter 128: Her Decision Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.142 Memory Lost - Chapter 129: Her Decision Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.143 Memory Lost - Chapter 130: If He Were To Die Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.144 Memory Lost - Chapter 131: If He Were To Die Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.145 Memory Lost - Chapter 132: I Want to Kill Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.146 Memory Lost - Chapter 133: I Want to Kill Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.147 Memory Lost - Chapter 134: A New Sign Jun 11 Ch.148 Memory Lost - Chapter 135: S’s Profile Part 1 ← Current Jun 11 Ch.149 Memory Lost - Chapter 136: S’s Profile Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.150 Memory Lost - Chapter 137: My Fear Jun 11 Ch.151 Memory Lost - Chapter 138: The Hazy Morning Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.152 Memory Lost - Chapter 139: The Hazy Morning Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.153 Memory Lost - Chapter 140: The Hazy Morning Part 3 Jun 11 Ch.154 Memory Lost - Chapter 141: The Hazy Morning Part 4 Jun 11 Ch.155 Memory Lost - Chapter 142: Two Worlds Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.156 Memory Lost - Chapter 143: Two Worlds Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.157 Memory Lost - Chapter 144: Two Worlds Part 3 Jun 11 Ch.158 Memory Lost - Chapter 145: Walking in the Dark + mini side stories Jun 11 Ch.159 Memory Lost - Chapter 146: Su Mian, My Love Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.160 Memory Lost - Chapter 147: Su Mian My Love Part 2 + mini side story Jun 11 Ch.161 Memory Lost - Chapter 148: For The Sake of You Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.162 Memory Lost - Chapter 149: For The Sake of You Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.163 Memory Lost - Chapter 150: The Subway of hell Jun 11 Ch.164 Memory Lost - Chapter 151: S’s Spirit + mini side story Jun 11 Ch.165 Memory Lost - Chapter 152: He’s Waiting For You Jun 11 Ch.166 Memory Lost - Chapter 153: Long Time No See Jun 11 Ch.167 Memory Lost - Chapter 154: Never Grief Jun 11 Ch.168 Memory Lost - Chapter 155: King of Guilt Jun 11 Ch.169 Memory Lost - Chapter 156: Cold Like Snow Jun 11 Ch.170 Memory Lost - Chapter 157: What She Wants Part 1 Jun 11 Ch.171 Memory Lost - Chapter 158: What She Wants Part 2 Jun 11 Ch.172 Memory Lost - Chapter 159: Meeting Death Today Jun 11 Ch.173 Memory Lost - Chapter 160: The Spirit of the Police Shield Jun 11 Ch.174 Memory Lost - Chapter 161: After Love Jun 11 Ch.175 Memory Lost - Chapter 162: Same Day Last Year Jun 11